It's been months since I lasted posted.
2 months to be exact..

To be honest, I've been through quite a bunch of stuff these two months. I've met up with the UN (screams!) Like a finally, there was much more people this time round. Also, that day marks the end of guitar before promos, and also the first concert performance, which I'm sad to say we messed up, but hey, throughout the whole time, the practice spent was all worth it. Each and every bit of it. In those months, I've also gotten my hands on laoshi book!! YES.

Of course, my health has been like a swing, it goes up and down as it pleases. And during the period of revision and exam, I had unfortunately took a turn for the worse, raging fever follows me for the week, and before i knew it, i was sent to the hospital. Yep, you heard right. I was admitted for a few days and nights.. and honestly speaking.. throughout the time i was sick, it never fails to struck me just how much i felt like crying over parents, over friends (I should probably add inverted commas).

then again, no matter how much tears I shed, it still won't be worth the dime for them.

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Black birds sitting on the branches,
pecking and pecking,
on the twisted leaves.

Waiting for the sun,
as monsoon pour in,
drenching them all,
feathers and bones.

Looking to find
the drops that fell
from the sky
are not from the eyes
of the tears that run.

wiping and find
the glimmer of warmth
wraps one, to no comfort

seek, not the heat
hear not listen
the heart stop,
the eyes water
the hands tremble
for the resemblance
of a source
so near
yet far.