This is what I want to do with you

This was inspired by Waylon Lewis
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This is what I want to do with you. I want to cuddle up with you, wrapped in blanket, on those rainy thunderstorm nights. I want to tell you of my fear of thunder and hear you share your fears too. And we will pass the night, sharing each other's lives. It doesn't have to be all about sad mopey stories, even the funny ones too. Watching your eyes crinkle and your nose wrinkle in disgust as you share that embarrassing moment you swore never to tell anyone. And when we are tired, we will lay in bed, asleep. We will wake when we feel like it, we will dress up if we want to. If not, the bed we shall lay.

This isn't about you compromising to make time for me. This is about being comfortable. If you had things to run, I understand. Because this is what I want to do with you but this may just be a conjuring of my imagination which I will never say out loud.

But this is what I want to do with you. I want to spend the day with you in a small coffee cafe. Drinking that bitter drink, and perhaps we will play a game or two. Or we will get that sinful chocolate cake that our diet plans had told us not to take. But this is what we will do, on that particular afternoon. Maybe we will walk around the mall, making funny faces at the mirror, or walk into clothing stores, where the prices will burn holes in our pockets. There we will go sighing, of how it would be nice to be rich, so we can afford the things we want, and I would retort back saying, that some of things in life are not measured in money, but are felt with your heart. But you would snort, and tell me I'm a hopeless romantic, and perhaps I am. There we will go, to the fast food chain, to fill our bottomless stomach with all the grease and carbohydrates. For dessert, will be that cheap vanilla ice cream cone where you will cheekily swiped it on my nose and I will probably do the same. There we will sigh and that perhaps will be the day. No mention of what's going on with each other's life but just enjoying each other's company.

But this isn't compulsory, there may never come such a day. But that is just us, being us. Without a thought of worry of what's going to happen next. But i understand, reality often brings us those worries that cling onto us, but this is fantasy, of what i will do with you.

And if you don't like it, it's fine by me too. Because this isn't about dating, this isn't about getting into a relationship. It's just about knowing you and me sharing about myself too. Perhaps it will seem daunting, and that's perfectly okay too. This is what I want to do with you, but this may not be what you want to do with me.