shudders..

today is horrible day...

so bloddy...

gosh and the needle was 7cm long..

ugh... gah and im going next week...

feeling numb on the left..

don't feel empty anymore..

i seriously think im psychic somehow

i mean i kindda knew something was going to happen

just that i don't know know what

all i knew was 11 nov... something gonna go wrong..

guess it did happen..

raining now...

wish to snug up to a warm fireplace

and sleep..