ok.. been rushing through a lot of stuff now..
been thinking about things..
and i don't think it's normal..

it's so hard to keep promises..
i have that feeling i will break the promise with you.
but till then, i'm trying to bring myself not to think about it.
cause i know deep inside,
it's not a promise made for you. it's for me.
somehow, it's been an addiction.
to run away whenever i can't handle things.
perhaps, it's always hard to face things.
wish i can go up to you and tell you things
i know i should have said. long time ago

i wonder why people look up at the sky
then i realise it's so that tears won't drop down

today was pretty normal. fell sick though
gosh. if this keep up, i won't be going for common tests

decided to post cause i'm in a happy mood, well was looking( stalking) carmen's blog.. i realise a lot of things has changed since sec2:
Obs
i didn't really think i will survive one day there. Somehow, i find myself singing a lot during obs.. which is weird, cause i have never ever sing just to cheer people up. ^^ probably learn it from the trainer. Our group is like the group that always singing. of course, then there is stargazing, the night sky there is fantastic. The thing that really inspire me there will be the friends there.

SC01
sigh.. don't do that anymore. no time, really have a lot of homework. :(

CME
the teacher was saying that we have some career choice thing. I was like shocked, cause i got like freakingly high for artistic but the confidence level for everything fail leh

LF
when was the last time we actually hang out together?
so long luh. piko,ciko,hiko,niko and jiko.
miss all of you a lot. oh, what happen to the book~
there were so many memories in there, which included sick stuff...

operation mwc all the way

to the awesome two ;
（郭　靜）一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
　　　　　兩個朋友能開心的直說
　　　　　三個人可以給妳勇氣
　　　　　可以安慰妳的失落
　　　　　異口同聲的說

（范瑋琪）因為有妳染上新的幽默
（郭　靜）新的幽默
（范瑋琪）也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
（郭　靜）變得輕鬆　Oh Oh Oh
（張韶涵）我們能相遇非常難得
（合　唱）所以盡情大聲唱歌　分享每一分鐘

（郭　靜）我們擁有一個真心的朋友
（范瑋琪）我們是真心的朋友
（郭　靜）就算有風吹不走我們感動
（張韶涵）吹不走我們的感動
（郭　靜）真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
（郭　靜）妳懂我　（張韶涵）妳懂我
（郭　靜）不用說　（范瑋琪）不用說
（郭﹢范）最想看見彼此的笑容

（郭　靜）一個人的晚餐無聊寂寞
　　　　　兩個朋友能開心的直說
　　　　　三個人可以給妳勇氣
（郭﹢范）可以安慰你的失落　異口同聲的說

（范瑋琪）因為有妳染上新的幽默
（郭　靜）新的幽默
（范璋琪）也因為有妳世界變得輕鬆
（郭　靜）變得輕鬆　Oh Oh Oh
（張韶涵）我們能相遇非常難得
（合　唱）所以盡情大聲唱歌　分享每一分鐘

（郭　靜）我們擁有一個真心的朋友
（范瑋琪）我們是真心的朋友
（郭　靜）就算有風吹不走我們感動
（張韶涵）吹不走我們的感動
（郭　靜）真的希望妳能夠永遠快樂
（郭　靜）妳懂我　（張韶涵）妳懂我
（郭　靜）不用說　（范瑋琪）不用說
（郭　靜）最想看見彼此的笑容　（張韶涵）Yeah

（范瑋琪）如果難過帶走烏雲的天空
（張韶涵）妳帶走烏雲的天空
（郭﹢范）爬到雲端我陪妳繼續做夢
（郭　靜）爬到雲端我陪妳做夢
（郭﹢張）好想每天陪妳看日出日落
（郭　靜）妳值得　（張韶涵）妳值得
（郭　靜）交換我　（范瑋琪）Oh~
（合　唱）一輩子最想要完成的
（郭　靜）美夢

why do i even bother helping you?
in the end, it just erm..
might as well, i don't do it.
ugh.. dammit. stop playing with my mind.
i'm getting moodier by the days..
and this morning, stomach hurt like hell..
;O

cry till your tears run dry and refuse to come down anymore~

great. my class just got a demerit.
genius look so lonely...
gosh.. descriptive essays are..
failed lit.. horribly..
those two idiots just deserted me.
wonder how i'm gonna get it back. sigh
today is just a nice day.
perhaps it will get better...
but this is still better than being at home.
oh well.. wondering how i'm gonna spend my afternoon

somehow it's either my english is so horrible until i can't even
describe how i'm feeling or that i'm really horrid today.
burns not getting better. worse... i can see holes..
itch is damn irritating. got ache from kayaking
but good news is finally recorded the choir songs
and read a book. aah.. today's tuition was okay.
just that it's like.. erm.. not very good.
cause now.. it's like 1 girl (me) and 3 guys

well.. the scarlet line on my wrist is kindda cute
like really.. but shouldn't do it too often..
kindda sadist, cutting yourself just because you are emoing

3 words
i don't know



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