ok.. been rushing through a lot of stuff now..
been thinking about things..
and i don't think it's normal..

it's so hard to keep promises..
i have that feeling i will break the promise with you.
but till then, i'm trying to bring myself not to think about it.
cause i know deep inside,
it's not a promise made for you. it's for me.
somehow, it's been an addiction.
to run away whenever i can't handle things.
perhaps, it's always hard to face things.
wish i can go up to you and tell you things
i know i should have said. long time ago