well. somehow it seems i managed to fool no one but myself

by putting on a mask, but then again.

i don't think anyone realize or perhaps no one bother.

i really don't know. perhaps i'm going too emo

for my own good. but somehow i wish now instead of

having just people stabbing you, and hating you.

just once, i wish ----------------------

may then i be brave to tell you

what's wrong or perhaps then i will just put a smile

and tell you everything's fine like every body i have lied to.

god. why do i even bother writing this.. perhaps

i'm just weird