it does. a lot.
I don't want to sound as though it means everything
to me, but it hurts badly.
You don't even know.
I'm so sorry for the people that have to be involved
because i just can't bring myself together.
It gotten so bad that i can't even stand myself
to be there for others, without doubting
my ability. I can't. I saw, and remembered
all the times, and what you did.
I don't want to hear any lies, I don't want to find
out anymore, i just want to sit there in the rain,
willing the rain to do the crying for me.
You don't even know that.
I hate having to effing lie to myself
to come up with excuse for you,
to defend you.
why do i care so much?
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