looking at them dance, how they work. i get so inspired.

wishing the same thing would happen. But looking at it.. i just sigh.

each arc, every single one of them filled with emotions.

remember all that had been said today,

my results prove to me what i had already been trying to avoid.

If i can't still sort out my emotions, i might have to retain.

i still goes like oh. my. eff. what. the. d. damn. nice.

All so dedicated to their own passion. Even though having

one week of break, yet still staying back to do.

Hearing how instead of rushing to something i used to love so much

i'm even feeling tired of thinking of it.

i wish i wasn't this way. so tired. so sleepy.

the world came crashing down once more.

still waiting for ffs.

i hear those words. i cringed.

take a walk. breathe deeper.

search deeper.

and let it out all at once.

the things you have kept so perfectly.

one after another.

i want to go for the trip.

and i took it all in.

the cold slap of reality