somehow i think i'm always emoing a day before performance.

;eeks. damn scared. I wish I weren't that afraid of messing up..

I grown no confidence of myself. Yet irony is,

According to meena, i'm very confident -.-

I guess with each passing day

the act just get better.

I tire myself too much at times

I wish i wasn't that insecure over my voice

especially how hypocritical people can get

i don't get it.. It upsets me.

Taking the blow yet again..

screwing things up.

Somehow i don't feel excited anymore

just a tinge of longing to get this

emoness all away