YAY

just came back from ms vignes house

aah.. bring back so many memories..

surprising that she told me

that i have always been emo

since primary school

we shouldn't let things bring us down

we must stay strong.

cause by thinking about down stuffs

we are "attracting" more to ourselves

we been through a lot

we shouldn't let our fears be the reason

for stopping us.

aah... shavar jumped on me.. as usual..
boy look the same.. cool as ever..

then we talked. 2 hours?

aah.. about the guys who never grow up

of course, we talked about my sec life

but yeah.. it's kindda nice

having to talk to her

after losing contact for 1 and half year?

it's like memories from the past

keep surfacing back.

this time, i will remain strong

and not be depressed

i mean people hurting each other

it's like part and parcel of

everyday life.

so why let it be the thing that cause you to

stop trusting others?

resolution i made so far

and trying to keep:

-not to emo

-no drama please

happy birthday ash~

oh well, GPP's BACK

WOOTS. aahh.. it remind me so much

of p6. sheesh. you left and goodness me,

3 years have passed just like that. i miss you a lot

wish i can contact you somehow

or i can always run to your house

begging to be let in.

aah.. then shavar would jump on me

like a mad dog... though he is one..

a dog i mean..

i miss boy too.. that cool, i'm so cool look

(boy is a cat)

aahh.. i miss you alot.. my teacher of 6yrs

today was ok.

nothing much happen

was rushing through hw.

heard that there were "world war" going on in the house

thank god, i wasn't at home.

things to do:

-wp

-bp

-2fl

-3sn

-sss

-sc01 failed. should do it again. SC02~

(the above has nothing to do with anyone)

haven't been hanging out with jojo.

don't kill me. oh well.. got 2 birthday gifts today

gifts to get : 4

fruit club~

happy thoughts:

ok, firstly i was late with a reason

i abandoned my tablet and ran off to meet them

and figure out that i left my tablet up in class

so had to rush back up. damn blur~

secondly, mangosteen juice sucks. a lot.

went out~ for what seemed to be quite awhile

saw big genius. then saw hamsters.. they are so adorable

running around. they remind me of carmen.. so much energy in them

then went over to tata's house.. haha. guzheng rocks!

well.. recess now.. with carmey

don't cut your hair carmen!!

just show carmen about how she look

haha. she looks so cute~

ok. we are discussing about the unidentified hand...

i shall post about happy stuff to make carmen happy

spreading the ducky emoness around( according to april)

oh well.. is rushing through homework..

gotta go. leaving you a quote for the date

leave your thoughts to dreams and lead your dreams to your soul

so emo.. oh well.

the perfect excuse you can ever use:

i have choir today~

cause thurs no school so have to make up today~

seriously awesome.

i just can't stand how one can be confined to a place one would actually call home

it makes no sense, it's like being locked up in a cage

and you have to "sing" in order to get your freedom

kindda like a bird.. except birds probably have it better

they do not have to worry about so much stuff

ah well~

today was fun. went over to yb house

played piano? i didn't really play..

more like just sit there and read books.

of course, all they ever do is laugh at me

but still what are friends for without a good laugh here

and there?

i swear i will love being a qm so much..

don't make me do anything else...

i love being a qm~

using tweeter now.. kindda weird..

are you still looking at my blog?

it's kindda dead.. won't update much already

well.. drama stick with me till the end.

i really wish i can do something

to stop those tears from falling

to stop those angry remarks from hurting

but i can't

thus the only few resolution i have:

1) score well in exams

2) don't emo at all if possible

3) even if i'm emoing, don't make it THAT obvious

4) lie better

5) stop running myself down

6) stop emoing to people. they have tons of troubles to think of

7) be a useful person in com and be a nice qm

8) plan the best outings for people

9)cheer my awesome, fantastic friends up

though i think the only few i can do is probably none of it..

sigh.. well.. number 9 need working the most