let's pretend i exist no more.

day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Hmm... Lf? Pri school mates?

circumstances i guess, make all the difference in the world.

I guess i understand the gap so much clearer.

It's not the first, it won't be the last.

I won't wish that i could go back,

life goes on, people change.

Ironic as it is,

stay with me forever till death do us apart

forever is such a lie,

and death is easy.

It's not about the things that stayed

or the people who had changed,

the memories are all there.

Deep inside.

I don't look at a cup wondering whether it's

half- full or half empty

i know it for sure

that it will be empty,

no matter how much water is filled.

day 09 someone i wish i could meet.

Hm... have i met that person before?

well, i like to meet my future self/ past self.

dear future me,

Please don't change so much till the present me can't recognise you.

Dear past me,

what happened?

haha. i think it's retarded.

Okay, someone i would like to meet... erm.. i like to meet choir people (:

i don't know why. But somehow the idea just struck me.

the song is still running in my head.

Nothing last forever. I'm sorry i just can't be perfect. Now it's just too late.

I would rebel against you. I dare you to mess with my life.Nice to know that you always

think emo people are attention seeker. I'm such a seeker.

Summarise summmarise.

I'm damn effing tired.

got present for chinese teacher .♥ and soul sister. ♥

buying tuition teacher tomorrow.. joyce... i don't know.. )):

fixing specs too... i think it's spoiled :D

today, ffs came over!!! . ♥.

we did IC video... my face IS NOT funny...

she kept laughing at my face.. then her face O__O

threw to insanity from her laughter.

then play hideandseek with brothers who kept trying to find us. heh.

managed to hide from them..

we got crazy and started taking photos...

and she spammed my inbox!

then went out with cousins...

saw nice stuff... things added to want list..

i went back, but the memories are no more than just a heartache.

dinner.. was perhaps the busiest time i ever felt.

every single minute i get smses by juniors.

I have one telling me she went tuition, the other telling me she's sick, the other doing spelling, the other going to dinber .____.

and the smses keep flooding... i literally ate and typed at the same time.. ):

the food is damn nice... i think i still love dessert with green tea crushed ice, vanilla ice cream with red beans. yum

and waited for the taxi for 1hr and 30mins.

bleh :P

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dear best internet friend which deffer a lot this year,

it went from ttatta, gracie,yb, pril, jojo, lyn but i guess ffs stayed on.

so DEAR FFS,

I'm not sure why either, but you never fail to make me smile... :D

even till now, i'm still smiling reading your messages..hehe. . ♥

thanks for always being there. I ♥ you. I don't mind getting

yelled at or scratched at by my evil sister. But please try to

get divorced soon. It will be the end of my suffering.. that is

till my evil sis start spouting her illogical sense of math.

I don't know how or why we got close,

but i'm glad we did.

We do the craziest stuff together. skip class,

go around the school and orchard.

I think we just go to the mental institution together.

No matter.

I wish you to let go and be happy.

I shall just be the duck who quacks for you.

Love, sister in law. . ♥

FARIHAH IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

SERIOUSLY.

i mean my face isn't THAT funny...

okay.. i look retarded. see ya! >3

Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

I have no idea why but this keep running through my head today.

those screaming won't stop

even behind closed doors. I had it.

I plunged myself. deep down.

Into music. Among the noises,

i tried to find peace.

Finish revising 1 chapter of Chem!

So proud... I think i nearly gave up O___O

there was like 7 sub parts to it.

But managed to get a hang of studying...

Tomorrow physics!

i think at this rate, i won't be able to finish before fye.

oh well. going back to school during holidays to study.

Won't be able to study at home anyway..

quack quack

dear crush/lover,

hmm... the childish stunts we do.

i always love annoying you. ♥

Perhaps it has become a habit~

lover, we haven't went out for such a loooonnng time.

still, i think you will probably get a headache

just talking to me. teeheehee :D

I'm nice. Enjoy sharing scores with you,

but you make look like your slave. tsk >:

Lover, flowers and love means nothing~

okay. I think i just gross myself by typing all these.

Bleh. Off to revision/slash