hey~

gosh.. i didn't expect her to get me >.<

i was like o. m . g.

haha. the "couple" was like laughing their head off

well... continue laughing mates.

French school exchange was great

we like all gob smacked by the whole school itself

i mean they get to wear their own clothes..

which is like wow already

plus they have a pool. gosh.. damn lucky

haha.. one of us was like

" ok, don't look so surprised.

pretend we also got pool in our school"

seriously rich school.

the choir there had a lot of potential

and i was totally thrown off by their enthusiasm

to sing.. we can like totally learn from them

had dinner with the com

i really don't want to eat with the com.

really. well.. i don't mind eating with the com

just that it bugs me knowing my presence

over there is deeply hated for.

oh well, life goes on.

i just know that stalking

random blogs is fun and

should be encouraged

i feel so dumb.

and the vicious cycle start once more

i find it hard to change

note to no one's offense,

oh well, life suck

hey.

was out with the couple shopping

well it was fun~

i can't believe she thought

that she was cheating on her with me..

haha. i feel like a third party somehow...

oh well..

looking for art shop for me..

and well, the couple was having

a great time teasing me.

then we rush back

after that, we have to rush for choir

to sing.

gosh. i'm dead tired. and all i bought was nutella

and 2 letters -.-

gah.. got sick...

sheesh.. -.-

oh well, hopefully i get better by tmr

or else die liao... cause i'm only buying gift tmr...

to the person who caused me this misery... amen..

which would still be me

cause if i had not open my big mouth to do ss

i would totally be enjoying my life right not

instead of fretting over the damn gift..

life is full of surprises.

wasn't feeling well in the morning...

well.. i was thinking since this morning

why the hell did my section suck?

it doesn't literally suck just well, unbonded and weak

truthfully, none of us ought to be proud

we did nothing to bond the section

or we can say we did attempt to bond it

but it always ended up being wasted.

well... there is still com outing to look forward to~

gosh.. me and my random rambling...

well can sing now, just that stomach hurts alot

thus i would sound damn airy as it hurt to use support

oh well...

you know, gee...

im turning into anorexic...

yesterday, i only ate breakfast..

i didn't eat lunch..

and i ended up vomiting my dinner...

gee.. no wonder i feel weak...

then there is still choir tomorrow to look forward to

hopefully it won't be a total disaster...

i mean like it doesn't help if only 1/4 of the ppl

put in effort and 3/4 is just there dilly-dallying

i'm not saying my voice is perfect nor do i

actually is serious during practice...

well... i'm still trying to change that...

you know being all so serious during choir.

haha.. hopefully, we will still remain bffls, jojo

oh yeah, congrats on the 3rd months out...

broke record liao la

hope he get well soon...

i hate it when someone close to me fall ill

gah.. it hurts.

i'm like still forcing my mouth to open wide. :D

lalala~ still deciding what to buy

should have stuck to the first choice..

man... gah...

shudders..

today is horrible day...

so bloddy...

gosh and the needle was 7cm long..

ugh... gah and im going next week...

feeling numb on the left..

don't feel empty anymore..

i seriously think im psychic somehow

i mean i kindda knew something was going to happen

just that i don't know know what

all i knew was 11 nov... something gonna go wrong..

guess it did happen..

raining now...

wish to snug up to a warm fireplace

and sleep..

been feeling real tired..

and emotional lately..

like random-ness can drive one nuts..

sigh...

should i be happy?

i know i got into the class i want..

but why do i feel like something's missing?

like my heart is like a bucket full of water

with a hole at the bottom?

it felt so hollow...

and i cant help but notice

that with each passing day,

im fooling no one but myself...

hope tomorrow is better.

today is well... draining..

and i wont say much...

but i really don't know..

guess i wasn't quite happy as i wanna be

it just that mixed sadness

that made me exhausted all over

and just wanna shut up and be emo

hey.

this is the dunno how many blog.

hopefully it will last longer...

been waiting awhile for the results..

getting frustrated easily...

sat have stomach flu

sick.

hopefully can be better tomorrow

the seniors are counting on me