you know e..

i probably feel even more useless than you..

at least somehow you have like the support and all

the facial expression..

which i totally lack

and you can like lead... even if it means goofing around somehow

you still managed to lead...

and i don't think i will ever want to do that

just that the senior's words keep holding me back..

Then again, you should really do something about

them listening...

sigh..

oh well... there's section lunch to look forward to~

i really want to sing better and be stronger..

but things don't really happened what they want

oh why did we become so distant..

where there is no more words exchange than those necessary..

where the only thing binding to us together is the once upon a time..

when we spoke.. all we say was fine, thing's are ok.. they are alright

pour your complaints, i'm willing to listen

but you shut me out with just this sentence

that i won't understand.

what won't i understand when you won't even try to explain..

we used to be so close..

and we used to talk about almost anything under the sky

but when did we grew so distant

where the things we had is now once upon a time..

tell me what happen to those times.

i realised that there is this strange thing i had to

go ramble away to other subjects..

like we can be talking complaining about something

and i will just go like, "you know, i love lollipop.."

then i get weird stares..