happy birthday v.

ok. i'll just rant over here.

thanks for always being there, knowing me the best.

i have known you for 8 years now.. gosh.. that's sound old..

well, love you always. cherish those time i have with you,

though for some reason, you have turned too clean...

you always know when things are wrong.

do stupid things which sometimes i really feel like hitting you. hard.

but still, you cheer me up when i'm down.

if i ever did anything wrong, well perhaps the only thing

that would be is to break the promise.

you will keep your end won't you?

remember the song - remember?

it's a nice song, i guess it was one

of the only few songs i actually remember

singing with you, and thanks for being the one

who make me join choir. and although i was the one

who stuck on all these years, without you nor ash,

somehow it's always nice to remember the times

we sing together, though we will sometimes be

laughing and crying through those days.

and yes, when i say i'm not crying, i mean it.

i'm not crying.

times change everything, and though

i still don't believe that there is that one

you used to know but i will find her,

somehow, ask her what has made her changed.

what has changed that happy-go-lucky girl

to one that hardly smile now?

perhaps she has grown afraid and doubt

just about everything, including the people

around her as she was scared they might one day leave her

and she just decided not to let herself be caught in that

position, perhaps that's what happen.