It's time to say goodbye

It's been five days. and i still can't help but cry whenever i think of you. People say we do not cherish what we have till they are gone, how true. I'm still grieving for you, where are you now? Are you up in Heaven? The guilt and sadness in me is overwhelming, i can't stop tearing every single time i have to do work, it just reminded me of how selfish I was and how i never did say goodbye. That feeling send me to sleep, thinking i can wake up for this nightmare. I got to stop it, because of exams, but i can't. I just can't. 

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I finally said goodbye to one year. But i still wish that things hasn't turn out this way. 

Daphne