So here goes my long awaited post.
Results for common test 2 has been back quite awhile ago, can't say I'm not disappointed at chem, but at the very least i improved for all my subjects~~ except for physics and general paper ): There's a lot more work to be done... and i still think i'm weak at chem, math (statistic), physics (definition, waves,superposition and all), econs (macro-globalization) Yup, got a lot work to be done. But at the very least, I'm proud to say that I really did better, perhaps.. it was just all the studying waiting for baby bah~
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I realize i've been really depressed/down lately. Can't help it uh.. I just keep running into emotional stuff and I guess i just keep breaking down, crying myself to sleep. Hopefully.. *cross fingers* it will end today. Don't wanna go to sleep crying le D: Damn tiring and all... 2 hours of sleep can kill. But i guess i work out everything and i'm gonna go full steam ahead. I just cleared binomial just now. Gonna clear measurement and kinematic tomorrow and hopefully chem bonding? My progress is damn slow D: But at least I know that it is still progressive. And that is something i should work towards.. instead of procrastinating.. *twirl finger.. guilty~~*
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I just read finish along for the ride - sarah dessan, walking disaster - jamie mcguire. Heheheh, i got the two books too, beautiful disaster and walking disaster. Damn damn happy. Andddd i found out a recipe that requires no oven~~~ mug cake!! heehehe, shall bake one for baby one of these days *smiles* Oh oh oh, and i learn how to stitch!!! And literally stitch a stitch, and baked chocolate stitch. I swear the amount of stitch is just crazayyyyyy~~ Neh mind, i dont mind doing it.. hehehe xD I really need to read more books, falling back in love with reading books again, and i need more colour pens. I swear the number of colour pens i have.. are just too little...
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Walking Disaster
okay, i was at popular today reading the book i always adore : walking disaster.
It was like a male part to the version of beautiful disaster. Reading it always make me feel really nostalgic.. really heavy somehow.. maybe it's just the way the emotions were brought out.. Travis is a pure disaster of his own, he's a messed up person.. Abby and him always have so much to work out...
-spoiler-
thinking back, just how did Abby trust that Travis would stay faithful to her..? How did they even figure out the whole meeting finance meets? Granted that Abby is damn lucky when it comes to cards and Travis is damn good at fighting.. but was that how their children are gonna grow up.. in the world of violence..? And they just went to marry..
I just feel so in love with just how crazy they are for each other, all the messed up love, all the adrenaline rush through when they were figuring out whether they would break their platonic friendship just to go one step further.. and knowing that the other party may not return that feeling unnerves them.
-end of spoiler-
Isnt that how love is? the whole worrying about whether the other party would return, how scared you are that he/she will hurt you. how terrible frightened you will get if all you get is just your feelings played.. how messed up your head/ thinking get when your very actions is always pulled by him/her, how your feelings are no longer of your own to call, but his/her to possess.
You spend your days staring at your phone, wondering if he/she will call/text, wondering if they miss you as much as you misses them. Whether they will even care/love deeply as much as you do to them, wondering whether your actions is too clingy, too possessive, too selfish, too immature.. too not right for him/her. You wonder whether always making the first move makes you tired, you wonder whether your enough will ever be enough.. you wonder this, you think about that.
but then again, maybe im just a sucker for chick romance.. but i like these series unlike others is not because of how the girl like the guy, the guy like the girl, they go through a few breakup, problems and patch and live happily ever after, no.
they didnt.
They went through crazy times, of forcing out uncomfortable truth, they went through temptation of reality.
i guess that's what they always say, life makes love looks hard, the stakes are high, the water's rough. but this love is ours.
It was like a male part to the version of beautiful disaster. Reading it always make me feel really nostalgic.. really heavy somehow.. maybe it's just the way the emotions were brought out.. Travis is a pure disaster of his own, he's a messed up person.. Abby and him always have so much to work out...
-spoiler-
thinking back, just how did Abby trust that Travis would stay faithful to her..? How did they even figure out the whole meeting finance meets? Granted that Abby is damn lucky when it comes to cards and Travis is damn good at fighting.. but was that how their children are gonna grow up.. in the world of violence..? And they just went to marry..
I just feel so in love with just how crazy they are for each other, all the messed up love, all the adrenaline rush through when they were figuring out whether they would break their platonic friendship just to go one step further.. and knowing that the other party may not return that feeling unnerves them.
-end of spoiler-
Isnt that how love is? the whole worrying about whether the other party would return, how scared you are that he/she will hurt you. how terrible frightened you will get if all you get is just your feelings played.. how messed up your head/ thinking get when your very actions is always pulled by him/her, how your feelings are no longer of your own to call, but his/her to possess.
You spend your days staring at your phone, wondering if he/she will call/text, wondering if they miss you as much as you misses them. Whether they will even care/love deeply as much as you do to them, wondering whether your actions is too clingy, too possessive, too selfish, too immature.. too not right for him/her. You wonder whether always making the first move makes you tired, you wonder whether your enough will ever be enough.. you wonder this, you think about that.
but then again, maybe im just a sucker for chick romance.. but i like these series unlike others is not because of how the girl like the guy, the guy like the girl, they go through a few breakup, problems and patch and live happily ever after, no.
they didnt.
They went through crazy times, of forcing out uncomfortable truth, they went through temptation of reality.
i guess that's what they always say, life makes love looks hard, the stakes are high, the water's rough. but this love is ours.
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