Giving up

its not everyday you have people tell you they give up on you.
its not everyday you have people that tell you to get out of their life.

its not everyday you have the crushing blow to the gut
its not everyday you wish you did something more
its not everyday you really hated not being able to split yourself

choice to be made. sacrifices and circumstances.
but when it all boils down, would it have differ or
were we suppose to have went down this same path

you said you will never leave, that it's okay to open up
so was i right to have kept my barriers?

Somehow it doesnt mean the hurt get any lesser
not when you chose to bitch about me
for that one moment
i feel back in secondary school

but for another moment
it doesnt matter to me that you gave up
it has registered to me many times
and i dont think i will forget how many
i told you so
i have said.