Thirteenth

somehow i feel like i got so caught up with myself, with my own life that I start to think as though life revolve around me..
sigh. been out of character these days.. ever since I started work, I feel like a part of me just feel as if I'm justified for things.
I'm justified to be mean cause life is tiring or about anything.
When I took a step to really look at myself, I kindda hated who I saw.
I became lazy.
Lazy with connecting with people.
Lazy with self maintenance.
Lazy with love.
Lazy with job hunt.
Lazy in everything.

and. gah. no more.
I need to continue striving to be better. To be more.