Saturday, October 16, 2010

The power of one

You must always remember

Life can be a challenge
Life can seem impossible
It's never easy when so much is on the line

But you can make a difference
With courage you can set things right
The gift to dream and make dreams real
Is yours and mine

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

Each of us is chosen
There's a mission just for you
Just look inside you'll be surprised
What you can do

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

And one by one
We can make the world a much better place

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
It's inside of you and me
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

Defying gravity
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost


Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

two songs that I had fallen in love with.
You brought me higher, but at
a greater cost, i had fallen,
thus i had learnt to defy gravity
and sing.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I felt rather exhausted after the whole ordeal. Swirling deep down,
was that guilt that i could end up doing so horribly i will probably cry buckets.
But of course, I won't. I'll probably just do some weird random thing
till well when all hell broke loose.
I will spend days recuperating after sending my cells to war zone.
But thanks to church friends (: I feel better already.
hahaha. but i doubt i will burn it. It holds too much for me to burn
still. It got to stop. Somehow.
So i'm just gonna get a mental block from any school related stuff till further notice.
Bleh. I really do not want another episode of me screaming, that's what happened in amath i think.
I had that crazy fetish feeling to jump up from my seat and act like a mad woman,
and hopefully they will let me retake, thinking my mental capacity at that point of
time was due to a malfunction. Oh well.
I can't believe though, i'm alienating myself just to make sure it hurts lesser.
Remind me of crucible and chrysalids.
OKAY. I won't talk about it.
Looking forward to tmr!

Ps; Just so to make you happy, i ate duck meat today. bleh.
I knew it sucks. Eating it again just confirm it.

Monday, October 11, 2010

A post nonetheless.
It was a risk I took with no regrets,
all was said, the joy we brought.
sparkling from the ashes, a gem like none,
lies within a fatal crack.
That's just all it needs,
a flaw, and it stands imperfect.
it burns flamingly,
waves may cool its feisty ways
the crack line may be exposed
after some wear and tear,
but it remains something
etched in the heart.

Some say it could be
left abandoned,
in the ashes.
For it is no longer perfect.
There are lines of imperfection.
So we shall bury it
deep in
to the ashes.

Letting it glows
beneath the ashes.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Bittersweet stitched up in one day, wonder whether the decision to come had been right.
Yet farewell are a must, and we have to bid goodbyes one way or another.
PE was funnnnn. :D We played like murderer and detective.
HAHAHA. lao shi say it was like her grandmother generation.. damn mean.... D:
she was like telling us we can wear gowns to the assembly.. so funny!!
look like we are all down there, as one,
worshiping the sun. Doing some sort of ritual for rain or conjuring spirits..
gosh crucible.
thennnnn oooh did cards :D
HAHAH. though i think they'll kill me for handwriting. oh well.
Bring in chairs. Make noise. Evil line is violent.. true evil in its raw form.
Honestly i applaud the enthusiasm one could actually achieve.
Gave my cards :D
But some of them say can't read... trying to make them blind HAHAHA.
I watched my angel going there receiving award
a tug at the heartstrings.
Then again, I'm probably used to it.
Went out with pril after that.. took pictures. Quackkk.
Bless that i still could keep contact with her.
sighhhhhh missing them already.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

And i thought the farewell in choir was horrible,
This is it. The last day.
I will miss them terribly. Not that this is getting better.
still.
It does not make it better one bit.
I can only remember... the choir peeps.
Where we really enjoyed those day, dancing to the rhythm, laughing over stupid jokes, or just being there.
Mutual reliance, when have we start to falter?
Cruel time to have taken our short lasted joys.

some last words.
paperplane- your enthusiasm is infectious. i remember you always as this sweet lil person who sleeps during lessons. Haha. No, a girl who loves soft toys, rationalize and i see the gentle sweetheart that lies within.

asianhitler- your highness is rather someone i had always never though i could talk to, but surprise always come, you joke, your last advice i will keep. Don't disappear into the wind for too long.

beloved qm- I was rather a tornado no? always running up and down carrying the keyboards. I remember soughing your advices for presents, and it was funny to see the ending. I complain to you over the plight, and you always managed to bring a smile to me. Thank you.. I'll miss you.

joey- you quit at such.. thanks for always being there. We have such great fashion taste. Go out soon promise yeah. Miss the fun we had together, talking the most random stuff.

dada- I love to see your annoyed face, and your expression is priceless especially when i poke you. I have come to miss you too, being a part of my life where i used to bully play with.

zuo min, mith, zine, pearlyn, big claudia- i don't really talk much about you. Yet without you, nothing remains fun, and i miss you all so much.

meow- what do i say? I said all i could. Still treasure the time, but i have let go. Thanks for being there though.

mama- i miss scaring you, bullying you, playing with you. Yes i do admit i gave a lot of problems to you, i even dislike you at a point, but you have turned to someone i can fully trust without fail, the second closest senior to me, though we will part, but we do know it's just awhile yeah? Love you. quack



Sighhhhhhhh

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

如果你也听说

I'm in love with this song..
i fell asleep D: Sucks.. I did all i could to keep myself awake
then i realize the only way i kept myself awake was to draw :D
so that's what i did, paper 2 i draw... and it was damn funny XD
done with ss. Almost done with chem....
and i will do geog today!

Don't rain on my parade, it's no longer yours to own
I will be seeing you again, maybe we'll be strangers then.
Walking past each other, without a word.
The tears won't fall again,
All I see is just a new day
Maybe that day won't come. For i lost
more than just my smile.
Like a paper,
once crushed,
never again the same
But i will be the sunshine
behind those clouds.


Friday, October 1, 2010

I wonder maybe the stress is causing my mood to be rather irrational
irritable, and jumping to conclusion.
It seems that sarcasm laced with words.
Perhaps then you will see no matter what.
Lies are better served cold.
I guess hurtful words thrown out are never retracted.

such nice comfort. Only to be fooled in the end.
What a lie.