this is so fun, i have completely grew insane.

gone were the days where i would sleep at sane hours

another one is leaving, i will miss her.

her and her boiiing.

managed to completely lose myself to insanity.

with every single day, i have grown used to things.

remembering to lock all doors and windows.

fell asleep and forget to wake up. -.-

end up at tiong. again

being awesome as usual, i have managed to misplace my specs.

: O

i had no freaking clue it dropped out..

was like damn slow...

"idiot, how did you manage lose it??"

" i decided to sleep and put my specs in my pocket.."

" why the hell do you do that..?!"

"who ever heard of people sleeping with their specs?!"

" it's even more retarded to go looking for your specs!!"

and that's how i almost become a bat today!

caramel is turning violent.. and she says i'm violent...

gosh. the song was introduced by my sis!

then went out with my brother-in-law

which has turned to my son~ haha.

she's violent... i had a red hand print from assembly to prove it.

玮彤虽流利，但没有感情

re: 老师，我是从来没感情的。。

Lacrimosa dies illa

Qua resurget ex favilla

Judicandus homo reus

Huic ergo parce, Deus

Pie Jesu Domine

Judicandus homo reus:

Huic ergo parce, Deus.

Pie Jesu Domine

Lala's lullaby

today, you have finally make me give up

on what i used to believe and showed me that

things are way too fragile.

from now on, i will not care anymore

for what's the point of caring for you

has brought me? i do not mean to be

calculative. but it really sucks when

you are the only one caring.

the thing is whether in the past or now,

i was never a part. so by making it

damn obvious now, you have

showed me that all these months

how stupid and foolish i was to

keep believing in things.

fml

a miracle happen today (:

we managed to *gasp* study...

woots!

yayness... i got a new mortal now (:

who send manual nudges every single time

last time i check it was all the way till 180..

gosh..

http://telloncemore.tumblr.com/

tumblr ftw~

我已失去了理智，不知谁是谁，人都带着面具，假话说太多都变真的。

事实上我可能已成了我自己最害怕的事，一直说讨厌，虚伪的。

最害怕的，可能我真的会因为这件事讨厌自己.

people are falling sick these days

i hope they get well soon,

my condolences to you.

don't be too sad. death comes, and when it comes may the departed one leave with no regrets.

being caught in the situation, have i not been a friend, would i have chose to keep quiet

perhaps. then was i a friend to have chosen not to keep quiet.

怎样我才能明白，世上没有奇迹，事后的完美结局永不会实现。

为什么连在你的面前还需要戴上面具，来隐藏自己所想得，不想和你说谎，

但是又不能在你面前说谎，因为如果连对你也说谎，

那我真的很无耻，没的信赖了。你也知道我不能忘记，

说会忘，到现在都还没有忘，

但知道自己不能欺骗自己太久了，

只会更加麻木，

你也知道摩羯座女子

个性上多少会有一些抑郁的倾向

对于什么事都没有安全感

a thousand thanks.. if i had done it alone,

i swear i would have just -

this song was from you.

"shining right before our eyes,

the glittering sunset

inside my chest

a profound love like nothing i have ever felt before

if i say to myself that i'm fine on my own

i'm telling a lie

i've been passing time like this

but from now on, you're the only one

i'll never part from

time and time again, i'll send it to you

what you're looking for

all your hesitation will melt away

let's live and forever love

with shadows inching closer on a steep path

the feel of your clasped hand

it seemed like that gently

tenderly erased the pain

what kind of a future are you painting?

the image of your young self

finding the first star of the evening

now, i'll give it to you

time and time again, i'll sing for you

my precious one

the single most undeniable treasure in this world

believe in love

you're the only love forever

no matter when

i'm confident i'll protect you forever

the thorns stuck deep within your heart

if they're pulled out, i'll hold you close

an endless dream

time and time again, i'll grant it for you

everything that you wish for

the single most undeniable brilliance in this world

believe in love

time and time again, i'll give it to you

what you're looking for

all your hesitation will melt away

and let's live, together.

how many times have i cried in front of you?

somehow looking at posts i have made
looking back at the blogs i used to create
i find myself utterly childish
and immature. take the first month for example of this blog.
it was all about.. or mostly.. yes choir

i'm not saying that's bad or anything but i would think i write more sensible stuff there.

well, not that i'm very smart *cough* nor very mature

but with things these days, it is hard not to wish one was stronger, was more confidant towards things. still found no mood nor reason to smile, sorry h. today, i have managed to prove i have utter no sense in balance. managed to survive the whole of today with little sleep.

omg. a lizard just came croaking into my room... so cool- squeal.

i realise my sis and her husband are very violent. very. very.

just look at the handprint that stayed with me throughout the whole of assembly..

also, due to my consistent fretting over my red patch,

the smart one went to draw an X.

well, tomorrow she says she's gonna help me differentiate left to right o.o

hope lp get well soon otherwise sun's plans might be cancelled

D; no h, i still don't want to smile.

99th post
let's see
i still have homework to do
and i'm from waknuk, cause i'm a deviant

what problems do d face while teaching p?

sub d= duck, p= pickles.

and you get me laughing every time i try to teach her something :D
things have been going wayward
i miss going back to where it used to be
but life goes on.
reading this book called a duck who won the lottery ^^
mel and i took quite a long time to find books.
von keep saying the secret is an epic fail book/movie.
cheer up sh, it has just started
and who knows? change is the only constant
might as well, go on ahead and
no. the next person to ask me to cheer up/smile
is gonna get it from me. today is just effing wrong.
making me lie to myself is even worse