Not me.

you may never know, but till now, i still miss you

. Maybe you will never see, i wonder why you still have that effect,

no longer am i scared, no longer am i afraid, but now,

yearning for the times we used to have.

Maybe i grew used to you cheering me up

But things never last.

I got to try to be strong myself.

Then i see another one tries

another fail

I should give up, shan't I?

i grew tired of having to dash my hope

again and again.

all for the sake

that one would be there

that one would understand

I know i'm not at times

the best of friends.

But i don't want to let go

I don't want to hold on either

today i saw the person that was trying

to struggle out,

the one that smile, that jumps around,

that's not me.