I don't get why I still have hopes
and I don't know why I still get disappointed.
and this time, the disappointment seem to get bigger and bigger
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I know you're trying
but I still can't seem to be okay
and it's always a wrestle to make sure that I dont end up
blaming myself for everything
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Even though you ask whether i was truly okay with it
I can't help but lie
and said it's fine.