Had been a long time since i seen them,
i just felt so happy and blessed to be there.
It's like I really felt like i came home somehow.
Sounds wrong, but that' what pril had asked,
or so i mistook her question..
It seems like we're going to split,
feel rather sad though..
But happy that 10 more are joining us.. HEE.
Embrace the change, i mean it's not as though
when i first stepped into lifegroup they were strangers too.
HAHAA but i remembered i was really touched,
and i had grown attached to them...

We have joy, we have fun, we have seasons in the sun.
We had build great sandcastles in the sky so high.

Ohhhhh so what i learned when i went church,
3 signs that you are not going anywhere in life or not the right path

1. A good person waiting for enthusiasm to strike
It was really applicable, especially in the current situation right now
where people just seemed to not be enthu and not care at all,
it was really depressing.. how they dreaded it,
i had fallen into it many times.
But yep, enthusiasm means action, and you can't just
wait for action to strike, and most often it's through
our influence that people get excited and want to do things.
Thus, everything all begin with us opening our mouth to
include, involve and create the mood.

2. A good person waiting for the "right time"
There isn't really a "right time", the issue that you're dealing
either end up being forgotten or one just doesn't have the courage
to go about doing it because it just "wasn't the right time".
People yearn for perfection, and often so, the fear of rejections
itself is imminent, which often lead to things being not done.

3. A person with best intentions but no strategies to get there.
This i had agreed the most, it's like with all the things now,
what often seems like the best intention always get mistaken
for something more sinister. It's like a present, wrapped beautifully
unless we go about opening it, there is no way of knowing what is inside.
But we are afraid of what is inside it.. kindda idea.
Doesn't really fit anyway, hahha.

Beside, yearning for perfection in the world's eyes is just an endless
journey, we're already made perfect in the Lord's eyes. We just have
to put our goals in front like a car, and our emotions, whatever issues
behind, and let them drive us there, instead of being tied down to
all the what if's and maybe's. Haha, and also like a car,
taking dubious shortcuts, I admitted that I do that sometimes too,
and that always caused me to do things more slowly and things just
get messy.
So i will live it all up to You,
Who's dancing, who's singing?
who's living a life worth living?
we are, we are, we are, we are shining light of salvation.


God has stooped down to make you great (:
- Mel wrote it for me, something that got me by

wow. I'm shocked I haven't updated in a long time.

The trees sighed in the wind,

endless memories pour forth of the times,

of the children that danced around it,

where had they all gone to.

Sighing at the wind,

the past is a place to visit but not to stay

the future is just another unknown

bound by the hopeful.

She's not worth the wait, all she ever was a mist

bound by mystery, always so close yet so far

A game of hide and seek,

yet it seemed shrouded with nothing more

that what it seems, yet it never appears that way.

Figment of memories turn rusty with age

Walking bowed in silence,

I see no more.

HAHAHA i came up with it like 10 mins ago.

I SCREAM CLOSURE.

sound like ice cream close here. hungry :/

Going to meet the lifegroup soon.

teeeheee. Happy~

"THE DEEP HOLE IS NOT MEANT FOR JUST ANYONE MY DEAR

EVEN THOUGH I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU, MY HEART YEARNS MUCH MORE FOR SOMEONE I CANNOT HAVE

CALL IT LOVE, CALL IT LUST, SHE IS THE ONLY ONE I NEED."

A startling confession.

one thing i learn, one should never swim when it is

1) just after a heavy shower

2)terribly sick

oops, i did both. No wonder i feel like dying.

To add to the fact, it's been months since I've swim -.-

But i felt happy that i finally get to swim. Amen to that.

It was raining so heavily i had thought i wouldn't be able to swim.

Thank God for answering my prayer. (:

Had fun during tuition scaring Lp, it's mean and all

but her reaction was hilarious. =P sorry joes.

I feel like a pile of homework is there and

no motivation to touch them at all.

My dreams are getting weirder. Still sick.. it's already more than a month

sigh. I miss all of you. T___T

Lord so mighty

I'm bound by Your embrace

who could ever ask for more.

All we could do is seek Your grace

Lord fill us all with joy

Let us be Your laborers

and pour forth the faith

We will shine like no others

for we live to serve only You

For we are just humble servants.

Tightly woven together

Show them Your mercy

Let the blind eyes be open

Let them see Lord what I see.

Your never ending mercy

Your never ending love

Your never ending peace

Your never ending joy

Our never ending faith.

Amen.

When you smile, the world stop and stare

Just the way you are.

When you smile.

The whole world stop and stare for awhile.

Went back, reminiscing the past.

Somehow, it seems only a few months

i had left here, and it changed so much.

I miss it. All the running about

the swings. The aviary. The only school

who has it. The rabbit in the pond.

Just looking at the waterfall and be calm by it.

I miss it. The library that has been my comfort.

The canteen where i would be dragged around aimlessly.

The laughter that rang through.

The in between lessons where we used to peek and smile.

Basketballs. Floorball. I miss you, wgps.

The camps held, the tears we shed here.

With Wisdom & Grace

At West Grove, we march on with our peers
Together we achieve through the years
We build, we shape, we declare
What we have, we learn to share

Chorus
Wisdom and Grace
We totally embrace
With Wisdom and Grace
We will win the race

With one heart, one soul and one mind
With renewed faith, upwards we will climb
New heights, new hopes and new dreams
Together we achieve as a team

I miss the times. The only thing i ever had
to worry about was not get in trouble
with the teachers for beating someone up..
where i met my tuition gang. Gpp.

oh well, back to main point.
went to collect results.
was disappointing,
hung in the air, was still the same thing
results.

Really, as if the only thing that ever
is look into a child, is he/her performance
on academic wise.

You're amazing, just the way you are

Run and don't look back.

Straining to seek something familiar.

With one's capacity, i can do not much
It will never be filled.

Was it a push or a pull?

Seek out not the cause

but deep within.

For maybe you have already

gotten the answer.

Run but don't look back.

I felt like i was doing physics

while i was on the bus = =

I feel so much better already.

But sick again,

i think it's been getting close to a month..

oh well.

December's gonna be hectic

I miss lifegroup D:

I miss UN. Brother-in-law >:

Tomorrow results day

Gambatte to D.

Oh, wonders will cease where masks start to fall. Beyond that door, lies eternal lies

Concert was awesome.

Hectic yes. Maybe cause the job scope, had

to do the make up, hair style and all. But still i love

yesterday

Succeeded in taking everyone in choir :D

Performance was so-so i guess.

Climb every mountain was shaky, the voice parts were rather uncertain.. and I can't seemed to feel the song that well :/ and wasn't really doing a good job at it..

Ants summer. It was okay i guess. Just that the dramatic just wasn't enough... the solo parts didn't really stand out..

Salve regina... I thought this was the worst. The quality and depth just wasn't there. I think last year performance i put in more depth into it... or i think that's what it is called...

Every time i feel the spirit. This song i felt it the most i guess during the concert. and just do some kind of facial expressions which i hope means that i'm actually showing what the song means.. . still the song wasn't really strong..sounded weak...

Hahaha. i think all the songs quite weak... But it's over so can't do much. Probably just have to train harder for syf next year and we'll see how...

Finale was epic.
But other than that, i had fun running around, fretting over my hair.. it keeps coming off :O

Went out with the lifegroup :D
Was funnnn!!! Heee got flowers too.

sam drove us to eat. I didn't know he drive.

Went home..

wanted to have like a marathon to talk till wee hours.

but the spray sting my eyes and wanted to rest.

and fell asleep... Sorry mama!!! D:

If today was a fairytale, let this day never be ruined by logic